gyzym:

tofucado:

There is no need to explain this gifset.

PLEASE YES, give me bucky barnes smoking cigarettes until the inside of his throat itches on every inhale, give me bucky barnes holding a roll-up til it burns down to the fingers of his flesh-and-blood hand, give me bucky barnes drinking until he throws up from muscle memory alone, not at all because he’s drunk, just because some part of him remembers that he should be. give me bucky barnes who tries to treat his panic and confusion with his old favorite medicines, with stupid scary overindulgences, with being a beautiful self-destructive baby, and hating the world (himself) when he realizes they don’t do shit anymore. give me bucky barnes who teeters on a dangerous edge and doesn’t know who the hell to tell about it so he just keeps trying, like with everything, trying to be that guy he used to be — one more cigarette, one more bottle, and maybe this’ll be the time it does something, please, god, maybe this time.